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Follow Me
(God that is)
Living Life God's Way
(My journey... God's Desire)
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I started this path 6 years ago on 11/11/00.... I felt lost, confused, deeply depressed and with no hope in my heart that my own personal life would ever amount to anything but chaos.

But on 11/11/00 spirit reached out to me the only way they could... that I would listen to anyways... thru the one time experience of a Ouija Board. If I do not have this time in my life posted here yet... I will be sure to post it when I am done writing this post.

When I embarked on the path of meditation... I could have never foreseen where I was heading. All I really wanted was a way to connect with the spirit that came thru the Ouija Board... which never seemed to work again after that first night.

And so I embarked on the hardest task of my entire life... meditation! I knew nothing about meditation... heard of it... but that's about it.

I started doing web searches to learn more... to figure out how to start (it was a web search that showed me meditation was the best way to connect with spirits on the other side)... and so I started. And frustration soon set in. My mind was a train wreck... and I would need some help!

Spirit led me to a wonderful forum that was filled with people doing the same thing I was... trying to connect with spirit.. only they called them spirit guides. I never heard of such a thing, so I did research on what a spirit guide was... guess it was my catholic equivalent to guardian angels... but to me, they were never suppose to be able to talk to you, just try and keep you from dying or something.

About 6 months into my path...now pretty good at meditation, meeting with my two guides on a regular basis and my two spirit animals... I was starting to lift out of the depression I was deeply in when I started. And some strange experiences started to fill my world. Little did I know they were all actually a road map being given to me by spirit... that I would one day (yesterday) be able to look at the journey and see what they mapped out and understand where I was heading. It took my processing mind 6 years to get into this space... and trust me... I am still struggling with it all.

The first occurrence happened one night as I lay down to go to sleep in my bed. I just put my head on my pillow and I swear someone must have put a tape recorder under my pillow... so clearly and loudly I started to hear the song "Follow Me" by Uncle Cracker. It was so loud and so vivid I actually looked under my pillow to see where this music was coming from.... there was nothing there.

The whole song didn't play out.. just the first two verses:

Quote:
You don't know how you met me
You don't know why,
You can't turn around and say good-bye
All you know is when I'm with you I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singing

Follow me, and
Everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you want to leave
I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me

Now at this time I was working very closely with the energy I call Sananda, which most people know as Jesus. And god only knows why.. I really felt that he had gifted me this song. I tried to understand it in the next few days... but I was at such a loss to "get it". I had many idea's of what he could have been trying to tell me... but it wasn't until close to 6 years later that I fully understand it. It was replayed for me yesterday.. a tiny snippet, in meditation.

Funny... who would ever have thought that Uncle Cracker was an incredible spiritual messenger. When I shared the gift of this song to others that I talked with at this time.. they told me but that song is about cheating on a spouse... betrayal... I insisted it can't be... but even then, I didn't get it.

Now, let me share with you what I understand thru this song... Imagine it is God singing Follow Me and the words are his message to you. I will break the song down for you:

Quote:
You don't know how you met me
You don't know why,
Well do we really know HOW we met God.. or even why?? That seems to be one of the elusive questions in our histories.
You can't turn around and say good-bye
Once you know God.. I mean really know God.. you can't just turn around and say good-bye, you just can't nor does one want to.
All you know is when I'm with you I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singing
You know... I teach people to breath in light and run it thru their entire circulatory system consciously. The light is Gods love.. his Breath. And once it is in the blood stream (veins) phew baby... there is tremendous freedom of spirit in just the experience!

Quote:
Follow me, and
Everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you want to leave
I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me

Well I think this verse speaks for itself... remember it is God singing it to you.

I'm not worried 'bout the ring you wear
We all seem to be committed to everything but God in this life. Married to our jobs, our family, our religions... and these commitments seem to identify us... we become the ring we are wearing so to speak.
Quote:
just as long as no one knows
Then nobody can care

Most people on earth today, does not believe you can have an open and loving relationship with God or spirit or anything. And I mean two way relationship not just one way.. you hoping god hears you... but god actually talking back to you. When you tell people you can do this, you can become ostracized and people think you have lost your marbles... so just don't tell anyone. This is for you and you alone. What people don't know.. can't hurt you.

Quote:
Your feeling guilty
And I'm well aware
But you don't look ashamed
And baby I'm not scared

We must work thru the guilt we have always felt in life as we reach within ourselves for a higher communion with life/god. We have been taught to be guilty since birth. Our religions teach us to feel guilty if we do anything outside of what they teach, our parents, our schools.. guilt has been heaped on since our beginnings... and God is very well aware of this... and will help you work thru it all.

Once you feel this communion, your realize the wonder of it.. and there is no shame in your heart... and God is letting you know he is beside you every step of the way... and he is not scared at all (as we are).

Quote:
Won't give you money
I can't give you the sky
You're better off if you don't ask why

He is not here to give you financial gain in your life.. or even to make you feel more free in your current life... and you are better off if you just enjoy the relationship without expecting anything. Without becoming dependant on him as something outside of your Self.
Quote:
I'm not the reason that you go astray
We'll be alright if you don't ask me to stay
He is not the reason your life turned upside down. He also does not want you to become dependant on him (as an outside source), but wants you to be empowered by his Presence within you (as You). Many people use God as their source of power over others. You are God incarnate... and becoming one with him is key.

Quote:
Follow me, and
Everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
Yup there in every moment.. allowing your physical body to rest so your spirit can soar and remember more deeply!
And if you want to leave
I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me

You don't know how you met me
You don't know why,
You can't turn around and say good-bye
All you know is when I'm with you I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singing
What a beauty-filled song huh?? :-)

Now... I did look up many things from Jesus' work when he lived... and he always said "Follow Me"... but he really was meaning follow my lead... learn what i know... and you can be free too. He never ever meant to create followers like we have in today's world. There is NO empowerment when someone is following someone else. And Jesus and God (and me too) are all about empowering you!!

Shortly after I had this experience.. I had this dream... it was so vivid that I now know it was a dream experience as opposed to a regular dream. (meaning it really happened on some level of reality)

I was somewhere in the desert (which I now know was Israel and what would eventually lead me to here)... with me was Jesus and Stashima (my mentor at the time) in this dream.

We got to a place where there was this skeleton hanging on a cross. There was no skin on it at all... just bones.

This skeleton was nailed to the cross just like Jesus was.. but what was really odd in this dream was where the feet were nailed to the cross.. the bones cracked from the stress of the nails. Stress fractures on his feet.

Underneath this skeleton on a cross was a base he was on.. and this base was a sign that had letters I wasn't familiar with... I now know it was Aramaic... and in this dream Jesus told me exactly what this sign said... sadly I didn't write this dream down immediately upon waking... and lost that information from my consciousness.

Then Jesus showed me the ribs of this skeleton... each rib had a meaning... sort of like a verse that went with it. Each was very specific... very beautiful and important in meaning. But like the information from the sign, I had no recall in the morning of each ribs meaning.

Until now... I had always assumed that the image on that cross was Jesus... but as I remember the dream... I was no where in it with a body... but yet... was there just the same. I was that skeleton.

I was being stripped of all my earthly identity. Stripped bare right to the bone. Which I gave full permission for in my own way thru my meditations each day.

There has been some serious stress fractures that have occurred from my walk getting to this point in time.

I have posted my entire path.. pretty much my entire life on the internet... I have nothing left to hide from anyone... that alone comes with such a sense of freedom... but yet... I live in a world that will not embrace my next move in life (smile)... and I know I will be crucified by some... many even.. but so be it... its all about God and becoming empowered thru his Love. I am willing to risk it all so that others may have what I have.

In March of 2001 my beloved mentor Stashima came to visit me from Australia (where he lived)... a set of events that could only be called miraculous... and I will always look at this gift of being able to meet him in person as Gods gift to me for all the work I have done to date... because this was my deepest and constant desire... to meet Stashima.

He brought me a very beautiful crystal from S. Africa... this crystal was a Smokey quartz and filled with trigonic markings all over it. I was in heaven with this gift!!

I started to meditate with this crystal... and it unlocked a doorway for me (which is the purpose of the trigonic markings... storing very sacred information within them)...

This doorway took me to a place that looked like a desert... and in this desert there was a large hill or sandy mountain.. I was never sure what it was... it was completely made of sand, that I was sure of. At the top of this large hill was an opening... a cave. There were no steps leading up to this opening and it was way up above my head...and spirit showed me how to get into the cave without a ladder... (wish I could remember that now!).... and so I entered the cave... started looking around and went down to the back area of this cave... for some reason I felt compelled to put my hand on the wall that I was near... and when I did my hand went thru the wall and I could feel something in the wall... I pulled it out and it was this beautiful little chest... I took the top off the chest and inside of it was a scroll... I opened the scroll only to see I couldn't read it at all... it was written in a foreign language. I was so disappointed!

I told a friend online about this experience and she was currently researching the Dead Sea Scrolls... I never heard of them until she talked about them... and she showed me a picture of them... sure enough that looked just like the scroll in meditation... and it was written in Aramaic.

I was now excited and went back into meditation thru the crystal and into the cave... I took the treasure box back out and this time asked for the author to please come and help me read this scroll. I was completely surprised when Jesus showed up. Even tho I had already been working with him for several years.... it was the fact that he was the author of this scroll that surprised me.

I had asked Jesus many times over the years to tell me about the physical life he lived... and he always replied that his "life" has become so distorted that it no longer matters... but thru time, I will understand what I need to understand. Good enough for me...

I came to understand that this scroll that I was now learning from... was the true life of Jesus... what he taught when he was incarnated into a body. We spent many a meditation with him teaching me from this scroll... slowly as my processing mind was struggling with the comprehension of it all. Then one day as I met him for our learning from this scroll... he took the scroll and placed it in my heart... quite literally... put it straight into my heart chakra.. and said that now the information will come out as I am ready to understand it... automatically. What he knows, I know.

My entire spiritual life accelerated from that point forward. The things I seemed to suddenly know how to do, with the pure intention of wanting to help someone else.. came instantly as if it was always there... which, I guess it was.

I also want to interject here... As I started to hear people talking about the 2nd coming of Jesus.... and since I had a very audible connection to him I asked him if he was coming back in the flesh.. he simply smiled and said "I have already walked that path and don't have to walk it again"... I came to understand that it is the Christ Consciousness that will return to this earth... not a man!

As my meditations progressed... I knew something was happening within me... the urgency... the dedication of the many souls that came to my aide... both in spirit and on earth... phew... I started to feel a shift in me thru my meditations... and started to demand to know "Who Am I"... I would scream this out in my meditations... begging for answers of why I am going thru this intensity within me... and why everyone seems so dedicated to make sure I get to where I am heading... all they would ever say.... one day you will know.

I was never really prepared for that one day really. As much as I thought I wanted to know who I am spiritually in this physical world... i realize now... how much I really didn't want to know or maybe better said, how much my processing mind couldn't handle the knowing.

About 2 years ago... as I once again went thru a deep inner change within myself... shedding yet more outer layers of my perception of my Self... out of the clear blue... and without warning a voice came to me... the first time I heard this voice ever in meditation.... the voice was male and deeply raspy but very clear in tone. It expressed itself from outside of me.. sort of like it was looking in my face and talking straight to me... at me.

The voice said (and let me tell you how hard it is for me, even in this moment... to share this statement with you, I have only EVER told one other person on earth about this experience... until now)... You are going to be the New Messiah.

That was it... I shut that voice down... got out of meditation... and stayed out for days. I couldn't handle it... I sure as hell didn't believe it... well not completely anywayz. I was pretty grown into my path of spirit... and knew energy signatures (of spirit) very well... I knew whom ever spoke this to me... was of a high vibration.... but I was in shock... surely I had to have heard this wrong... misinterpreted what was said. I went to the dictionary to look up what Messiah meant literally.. maybe it had a very simple or different meaning and all I could think of was Jesus.... and I Am NO Jesus, I Am Lisa with my own journey as it unfolds with yours.

Even today.. I will still go with the two lower case meanings of this word:

3. (usually lowercase) any expected deliverer.
4. (usually lowercase) a zealous leader of some cause or project. (I can handle, and even accept this one. Especially with the energy and focus that has emerged thru me the last few weeks.)
I never asked spirit about it... never wanted to know who this new voice was that showed up in meditation that day... and talked to me on occasion since...

And here I am now... I know who this voice is... has always been... it is the voice God chooses to use with me when he speaks in words to me. And now that i have acknowledged this and accepted it as my truth... man he can ramble on (smile)... I never not hear him... he is always talking, helping, joking... and even picking on me (with love of course).

I can have my music blaring as loud as I can.. and still hear his voice audibly thru the noise. Amazing really.

And so yesterday... as I went into meditation souly to work with a person who I did a reading with... who is now getting spiritual energy work done... when her session was over... mine began. I have been waking up every single day for the last 6 days (today included) at 3:50am! It doesn't matter what time I go to sleep... I am awake at that time... and filled with energy to start my day! Of course I have been crashing (mentally) at 10am because I just spent the last 6 hours deeply connected to spirit.

I have used the time to change the messages on my website here... to allow the new direction that is becoming my path to unfold... and all I can do is take a deep breath in... and allow this change to happen.

From what I am understanding in this moment (and yet I know there is still something being withheld from my understanding... but with all of my path, when I am ready to know... I will). This time of the morning there is less energetic chaos happening on the earths surface where I am... most of the world (around me) is still sleeping, businesses are not open... allowing the information to come with ease and clarity... which it has!

4 is a very important number... it is the cycle of completion and beginning. We have 4 seasons, 4 directions, etc.

I am in the last 10 minutes of my cycle... reaching a full cycle of true completion within my soul... my life... and preparing to start the next cycle. The new beginning of my own seasons of life...

And here I am here... I have 10 minutes to process it (of course that is a metaphor and not a literal moment of time)... sort of like the huge final review before you emerge from the University then get to apply that training to the work/ the joy you shall do.

As I end this message for now, I want to be perfectly clear... please don't think I am asking you to follow me... Not even close. But follow God... the true God/Creator... not the one talked about in bibles or churches... but the one that is and has always been in your heart. Your own truth will astound you!! It is in this awareness... YOUR TRUE AWARENESS.... that we can Change the world...together!!

With love, honor and deep humbleness,
Lisa

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